My earthly father called me Fatty Patty. I wasn’t fat. He also called me dummy. I’m not dumb. I’ve carried those lies with me far too long in this life.
I renew my mind by reading God’s Truth. I can not do this on my own; I’m being extremely prideful when I try to make any renovations in my life on my own.
My earthly father passed away 13 years ago today.
I thought I would become free that day. Free from having an abusive earthly father. Free from worrying about the possibility of him hurting my children or grandchildren. Free from his anger and hatred. Free from the bad memories of my childhood.
My life did not change on that day because I was already free when I was accepted into the family of God. ❤ I have had a loving Father for almost 23 years now. A Father Who has accepted me, Who doesn’t call me names and Who doesn’t hurt me. A Father Who wants the best for me and Who doesn’t put me down. A forgiving Father Who guides me in His Truth, Who lovingly corrects me, and Who shows me how to do better in this life. A Father I willingly obey because He loves me, He cares for me, and He protects me.
I am who I am because of Christ, NOT my earthly father. I am who I am because I’ve been forgiven. I am who I am because I renew my mind with God’s Truth and do not pollute my mind with what the world says I should feel.
If you had an abusive father or didn’t have a father present in your life at all, you DO have a heavenly Father Who loves you and desires the best for you:
“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.”
Revelation 3:20 (ESV)